About Me
Ever since I was young I was always fascinated by rubber and leather. The first time I saw a leather helmet worn by a pilot literally froze me still. A diver in a rubber drysuit coming out of the water, dripping with gear and shine. A motorcycle rider in full leather suit, helmet, gloves and boots. I wanted to be that pilot, that diver, that rider.
At first I thought this was really weird, perhaps unhealthy — especially growing up in an environment that was very judgmental, conservative, maybe archaic in today’s world. It took me years to discover and realize that there are other people who share my passions, fetishes and embrace them — and live a fulfilling life. The illusion of a perfect and sheltered world fractured and made me a stronger person that I am today.
My name speaks for itself: I am into all sorts of gear (though I sometimes make exceptions). I feel a strong connection to total enclosure whether it is rubber, leather, flight suits, or wet and dry suits. The feeling makes me calm, almost meditative, safe and protected from the “outside” world with a deep sense of security. I can then concentrate on the senses and regulate my character; I can manage my stress, my dreams, and desires.
Fetishes
I am pansexual, and strongly invested and interested in BDSM, heavy rubber, flight and motorcycling gear. Most of my play sessions involve at least one object of these categories, almost always covered completely leaving no skin visible. To see myself in third person, I become sort of an object, a lab experiment. And total enclosure, breath control, electrostimulation plays a big part into that.
Gear
- Rubber
- Leather
- Heavy Rubber (e.g. drysuits)
- Hazmat Suits
- Wetsuits
- Gas Masks
- Flight Helmets and Masks (Leather, Gentex)
- Butt Plugs
- Body Harnesses
- Gags
- Sleepsacks
- Suspension harnesses
- Motorcycle Suits, gloves, and boots
- Flight suits
- Immersion suits
- Electrodes/Electrostimulation
- Chastity devices
Scene
This list describes my common desires of a play scene. It is not exhaustive and most things on it aren’t always a requirement.
- Total enclosure/encapsulation
- Breath play/control (rebreathing, CPAP/Ventilator machine, poppers)
- Electrostimulation (total body TENS/EMS and/or sexual)
- Bondage
- Segufix
- Sleepsacks
- Suspension
- Fucking machines
- Milking machines (SeriousKit, Venus)
- Sensory deprivation
- Safe, sane, and consensual play (this requirement is not negotiable)
Turn-offs
- Body fluids in skin contact (piss, cum, spit, etc.)
- Heavy Impact/CBT
- Smells/scents, body odour
- Cigarettes
- Foot/boot worship
- Degradation/humiliation
- Poop/scat
- Physically invasive (needles, permanent marks, etc.)
- Anything else illegal